Two days ago you laughed for the first time Crosby. It sounded like "ahhhh haaa haaa"
I love your big smile when you open up that cute snapping turtle mouth of yours and stick your chin up and sway your head from side to side. It's so recharging for me and Daddy to see how happy you are. It makes us feel like we are doing a good job taking care of you and that you like your life with us so far.
Right now you are sleeping with your head on my lap in my bed as I'm watching the news and hoping Daddy comes home from work early tonight because I'm not feeling well today.
I love you sweetheart. So much so much so much.
I am a woman cursed with too much love to give. Hello, I'm Meganjune. This is a place to communicate to my child (hopefully someday children) things that often go unsaid. To say what I mean to when my voice cracks from tears and betrays me in the moment. A place for me to confess mistakes and whisper apologies. A place for me to pour all the love I know I will have to restrain soon. This comes straight from my heart. Because Baby Fleming, It's all for you.

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